selfish

It had been quite some time. That seems to be how my life is going. I am having trouble keeping up. But I love it. I havent seen some of my best friends in months, and that is the big pitfall. I started barbacking, and I am working my ass off. I had a 20 hour day yesterday, and I am still recovering. But my foot is in the door. And next, should be my leg. I am touching into the industry I have wanted to be in since i was 14.

On that note, it has taken me learning to be selfish to get where i am. I went from always putting everyone else first to looking out for myself. It seems to be one of the factors i was missing. I sacrificed pretty much my social life to do it, but I still try to see everyone when i can. Thankfully i will be out of school soon, and i will be able to have a few extra nights a week to go out.

Not really sure that anyone reads this but hey, for what it is worth, i miss everyone.